I haven’t got the slightest idea why or what. Speaking your mind and talking openly and freely is a hidden art these days. I do keep my mouth shut in the real world, because I can read the room and the situation a lot better than on the internet.
I did like facebook it gave me a sense of closeness and relationship with distant friends and relatives. But honestly the more I speak up and start sharing the issues and problems on my heart, the less and less my “friends” started to talk to me and want me around.
Fact of the matter is, I respect and admire people who I can openly and honestly speak to, But the more I do that, the less friends I have’. And the blessing in all this? I rely on God more and less on man.
The pitfall and the distraction is harboring hate and spite for said individuals, this is exactly where satan and the demons of hell rejoice and the kingdom of heaven mourns. Its not easy, and its a hard lesson and reality that I have to learn on my own.
Facebook is the least of my worries, life, work and my responsibility to my son and God are the biggest obstacles and things that I need to most focus on.
My son’s salvation means more to me than my own life, I believe I deserve hell and he deserves heaven. His sin and his struggles they weigh me down, as much as maybe even mine do to him. The saying and expression, “sins of the father”, is something that I know but not to the full extent.
I hope this doesn’t discourage anyone, but encourages you and uplifts. God is working and His grace and discipline are many and never lacking.
I will never stop speaking about the bible and Christ, as much as I know that Christ walked, lived this earth, its no different than the changing of seasons or the morning rising sun, or the moon at the end of the day. The lord manages the harder and unexplainable things, its our duty to give Him recognition and His praise.
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