X has not been good to me, not in the least. With the exception of a few handful of people, overall it has done nothing to help my situation or improve my life.
No I am not impressed with AI or grok, or what the wealthy and elite are doing with their time and life.
The kind of content that you see on there, is targeted directly to piss you off. And sadly, it even can invite and lead you to sin. Its not healthy. I mean specifically about instagram and X.
I am going to keep my facebook. And no I am not interested in sharing that with the world, I like to keep my circle on there small on purpose.
And yes, I am going to be taking my sobriety very seriously. I know in the past I have not been consistent or very sincere concerning this. But this is getting downright, bad.
I am targeted by so many people and they all want money. Almost virtually every dm or conversation on X is from individuals seeking and asking for money. And I have caved and paid certain individuals. Whether or not the person from africa is who he says he is, I have no idea. But I have given money to him. And honestly, from what I can tell, he deserves it, and needs it.
But I do not have money, I am lucky to have a pot to piss in honestly.
I am not going to start 2026 with the bad habits of 2025. I know individuals 10-20 years younger then me, doing things better than me, and actually making positive changes. Its about time I start to make an impact, and change myself for the better.
I do want my old friends to speak to me again, I want to see if I can make the old connections again. I had good people in my life, but I pushed them away. Not the other way around. The blame and balance rests with me. God is taking care of me, He is healing me.
