One thing is for certain that in life we want to achieve and advance, ultimately become something better. I know for a fact that if it wasn’t for the guiding light mission, I wouldn’t have made the changes necessary to overcome the obstacles and hurdles in my way.
This program helped me in areas of my life I didn’t even know I was lacking in. And even after successfully completing 6+ months in the program and sobriety, it still remained a hurdle and hard task to accomplish and achieve results.
Over the span of my life, I developed a victim mentality, that ultimately turned into nihilism and suicidal tendencies. That I didn’t think that I could ever get rid of. It was my life and role, to become the extinction of myself. But over the years of time, I am now 40 years old. I started to see and notice something. That at the bottom of every bottle, every last rep in the gym, and countless and needless times looking at myself in the mirror with hatred and denial, I became to see a clearer picture. And that is when the message of Christ and His sacrifice to us humans, was crystal clear. Our lord and savior Christ, does not leave anyone behind, He suffers with and goes through the pain with you.
Its not by hypnosis, and it doesn’t happen overnight, its a process and gradual walk, but bit by bit, you begin to work harder to achieve and overcome the mountain and valley in your midst.
My story isn’t over, I’ve still got more gravel and dirt to spread. This world needs to work harder, and that starts each man and woman. YES and I mean this specifically for men and women. Because the byproduct alternate fake, deluded and mental disorder known as a chemical and drug.
The work place is difficult enough, and now its becoming more than difficult its becoming a circus and sideshow for those who take their jobs seriously.
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