I don’t need to spell it out to anyone, but I am not a good person. I am 41 years old just barely scraping by, and I have a son who is estranged from me. I have hurt and brought pain to others, and I am now finally dealing with that burden. I know jesus has forgiven me, but I am not sure about the other people in my life.
I know AA talks about this as one of their steps, but one thing about AA and NA, and the freemasons and all these other wild different charities and organizations and facilitities that are trying to erase Christ. And that is what I am most angry about.
Satanism and cults and all the underground practices and sick shit you see in movies, is a reality. People are living double lives, and its easy to hide it when you can paint on that fake face for everyone else.
Im not a rockstar or anybody famous but since the sean combs trial and investigation happened, we are starting to see the negative affect of whats going on behind the hollywood and media, and even internet landscape. The very fact, that AI is so prominant, is becoming more of a tool for disillusion and hurt than any help.
I do hurt and am not feeling great about my life, but its not your fault, its only mine. I did the damage, and now I need to fix the problems that have been created as a result of me.
For once in my life I am hearing God’s voice.
If I can reconcile and fix my wrongs, I will and am willing to.
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