I am not your ideal Christian, its not possible

And before you get any idea I know this man, I do not. He has nothing to do with me, and I have nothing to do with him. I am my own voice, others do not dictate me or monitor/silence me. I answer to God and Him alone.

Its odd to me how people who don’t believe a lick of the bible, and laugh at me when they see me praying. Are the same ones who call me judgmental and a naysayer and negative person.

I am not excusing sin, and I am not excusing my negativity and ignorant and hateful behavior. But I will not let man dictate me or control me.

The matter of religion is control. It separates and divides.

My brothers have a lifestyle that took me a long time to figure out and understand. But one thing about my brothers is that they never escape responsibility and they are always eager to help a friend or be a friend to me and others.

It sure sounds like I am back peddling here, but if you think I wont address the reality of Christ and the bible, when situations get thick and the only answer is death. Yes I will stand up and I will preach until I walk them off the ledge.

I mean nobody any harm. I do hear your language, and I hear how you speak about matters of life and death. And this world worships death, and then when shit hits the fan, its back either agreeing with the bible or blaspheming it.

The kingdom of hell is growing, and it will relent. I do think of the scriptures considering the wheat and the chaff. For once in my 41 years old living the scriptures are starting to resonate with me.

I am not your perfect human, I am a disgusting and pathetic sinner. And I am one thought away from a bad decision just like anyone else.

About Trevor Markiv 647 Articles
wandering the cosomos trying to blast galaxies and find the stars.

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