
People are on a quick fix, to death. I know this better than anyone, I have never in my life taken actual steroids, or injected synthol or any of that. I am not at all interested in getting into the scene and am definitely not trying to make friends with those who benefit from it.
I have been working out off and on all throughout my life, at very different levels of commitment and dedication. At my best, I was in the gym 5-6 days a week, running actively, and also participating in a drug rehab environment. It was during that time, that I had a torn distal bicep injury, the tendon to my bicep snapped.
That program introduced me to a life that I had not been exposed to or been around. I was in the company of all kinds of different men, all from a myriad of lifestyles and previous employment. During this time there, I fell into the trap a lot of men do, I started chasing after flesh/pleasure, ego/pride. I saw the benefit of the carnal, and abandoned the spiritual.
Christ was a man that lived this earth, he walked and lived and participated with people and community. His life and His ministry are not something that are fairy tales, or made up heresy, the heresy is the satanic death metal, and the onlyfans creators that are promising you pleasure in place of real love.
Those people, are so intoxicated with their own sin that they are selling it, and now twitch, and the world as a whole is believing it and are living it. Carnality and debauchery, hatred lust, greed, pride ego. Its all instrumental and its mechanics are designed to dismantle and break the working machine.
I always loved speaking to people after I had achieved a great lift, and they were always quick to satirize it or mock me, because they knew in their heads that what I was experiencing was an adrenaline rush, a quick endorphin release, something that is temporary.
The real benefit of working out is that you make it a part of your life, and it becomes a lifestyle and something that you implement into your life, not something to brag and force down peoples throats. Man wants a dollar, so go build something, or create a canvas that is worth admiring. God is the illustrator and designer of life, we are to imitate his beauty with our own work. My seat at the table? I always find my place, and I know where I belong, and its with Christianity.
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