I have been in the community of gaming and have taken it very seriously throughout the years. And I see where gaming benefits, and where it becomes a distraction or a deterrent from doing things necessary to get done.
I am a Christian man, I believe in the bible, and I pray and I am aware of the spiritual and physical world and environment.
Its really discouraging when every community and every person doesn’t have an objective and absolute recognized beliefs. But instead go along with what whatever sounds good or looks good. I was a lukewarm christian, a person whom would sit on the fence and not speak up on matters that should be addressed, because I was still growing up and trying to make it in life. And I am still struggling and TRYING to make it in life. I am 41 years old, I never thought I would live to this age. And now I have bad hearing out of my right ear. I keep losing physical abilities, and things I’ve taken for granted.
Shiro doesn’t want me in their discord and doesn’t need me, than I count it a loss. Because I did enjoy that community, but no I am not going side step or tip toe around issues I know damn well I am confident about.
I spoke with Dave over discord over voice. I had a good conversation about gaming, life, God and even sexuality. Dave himself told me that Pat is a homosexual, and that I need to keep my peace. I respected his wishes. But one thing I learned at shiro, is that Pat started to speak about his girlfriend and his relationship with HER. Here I am gossiping, but facts are facts and I am presenting them. Is Dave a Christian? I have no idea about him or anyone in that community anymore.
I want my web page to grow and become a place of help and hope for people. Not a place of hurt and a deterrent.
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