I live in an apartment complex, I am used to the design and style of people living to the left, right, below, above etc. Its not easy, and it isn’t fun, but I did get some earplugs to help. When I woke up the other morning, I’ve had a deafening, very hard of hearing out of my right ear. It happened just as I pulled out the earplugs.
I am 41 years old, I am not old and I am not young, I am at the medium of life. Halfway, into life. My health and condition is confusing, because it seems like when I get the courage to level up, that is when my physical abilities take a dive. I haven’t treated my body the best throughout my life, I have had failed suicides, 2 serious automobile accidents, and I have been struggling to make a name for myself in gaming and my community here on this site. Which might be nobody other than myself, and God.
I am in serious situation considering employment and living, and my finances. I want be able to afford myself the necessities of shelter, and food for myself. But furthermore I want to be able to be a support to my son Riley and help him, grow and know God better.
Ive heard the term master of many, trade of none… or something along those lines. I do have 2 shoulder dislocations, torn distal bicep (L), and I am certain I dislocated my (R) elbow and (L) shoulder.
And now I have the hard hearing out of my right ear, which makes me less aware of noise and disturbances around me.
I need prayers for provisions, and whether employment or different direction is in my forecast. One way or another, I am not dipping out or stepping down. I will not bend the knee, or fold or give up. I am determined to get through this life and to overcome the obstacles ahead of me.
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