the digestive system cannot break down gum, and neither can the toilet. It goes without saying, seeing that in the morning is not something that encourages me about my faith in my fellow man. Yes I am a burden and a problem to the system, but I am trying to get back on track and into working society, its not going to happen spontaneously, or through rubbing elbows and passive aggressive suggestions that not only infuriate but discourage. I am 41, I had to learn how to be an adult, on my own.
My dad didn’t teach me a thing, other than the bible. To his credit, that is and was the best thing this world has to offer. Unfortunately, life is a mystery and not everything is as cut and dry as some people might have you believe. I don’t want problems and I dont need anymore enemies.
This space and life is not your place, its our place. After typing this, I am beginning to think that this must be a reverberating echo from my past elders, and for that I do apologize for my stubbornness and lack of awareness, and often hypocritical behavior. I promise Ill get my sense of humor back, its not going to be to easy, but with the common sense of our modern day youth, its not so far away or impossible to see.
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