https://retrogametalk.com/threads/video-games-gender-identity.12764
After spending any amount of time on twitch or any other streaming video platform, its unavoidable, you will encounter gamers and all of which come from different walks and paths of life. What has become alarmingly discouraging and distracting to me, is the overwhelming amount of lgbtq and especially those who subscribe to lies of identifying with pronouns and contradicting science and human biology.
Retro game talk or formally CD Romance, is a web page that is a forum and hosts the addition of fan articles, from those in the community. I noticed this article on the front page, and like a massive car wreck on the side of the road, I couldn’t divert my attention from it. While less anger inducing and more frustrating and actually feelings of shame and disappointment for the person.
And like this person, you will find an alarming number of them in kotaku, vice and various other web sites and actual gaming magazines as well. And it doesn’t stop there, they exist and thrive in video game development and publishing company’s. I know this as a matter of fact with Sega themselves. And its now grounded as actually being regarded as bigotry and “hate”, if you disagree with it. They have tried with every effort to identify homosexuality and the lgbtq circle with racism and substituting that with their pervasion and contradiction of normal heterosexual sex.
The fact of the matter is that this is more a part of popular culture and the “norm” then it being marginalized or minimalized.
My relationship and exposure to homosexuality has been negative and disturbing more than anything else. I remember when I was homeless, and was walking down the road and a car stopped and a man asked me if I needed a ride. I told him, I wasn’t interested and he incurred that it looked like I needed some help, he suggested getting me some dinner and letting me stay the night at his place. I was desperate and it seemed harmless enough. He didn’t have that overt lisp or speech, that I can usually associate with homosexuals.
When I got to his place, it was casual conversation and things were going ok, while a little bit awkward. He offered to take me to store to buy some alcohol, I was relieved to get something to make me more comfortable with being in a strangers home. This is when he started to reveal to me, that he was actually a guest on the jerry springer show, with his homosexual lover, this is when I knew that I was maybe going to need to leave. I could tell he wanted me to slam down drinks, and start getting sloppy, I just bought my time and went to sleep. No foul or play.
Next day, woke up, all in one piece and I was sleeping on the couch and not his in bed mind you. I asked him to drop me off that VoA a homeless shelter in town. He complied, right when it was getting closer to the place, he put his hand on my leg, and looked at me with a perverted grin, and said, “if you ever need anything let me know, here is my number…”. I jumped out of his vehicle with some major pep in my step. Thankfully with my dignity in tact.
This wasn’t the first time, I had encountered this kind of thing. When I was a kid, I spent the night at a kids house, and he was talking to me about him and his friend were doing funny business with each other, as if to elude to me, that he was hoping me to join with him.
And so the story goes, homosexuality and its presence in this world and life was made known and apparent to me. If the anus is a source of pleasure to people, that is of no importance or interest to me. And there is nothing more shameful or disturbing to me than being intimate or sexual with a man. It does exist, and especially in the prison system. I do genuinely and sincerely feel for individuals who have been taken advantage or have been exploited or abused by anyone.
I honestly do not believe anyone is born with these inclinations or tendency’s. I think boys are impressionable, and the playground and even some home environments, its easy to be ridiculed and taunted or even abused and feelings of your worth and your masculinity get compromised. This is where individuals will abandoned their own genetics and biology and choose to behave and act the way the stereotypical homosexual does.
I remember when I was reading a book that was given to me from my brother in law, it was called “to own a dragon”, in the book, it shares the relationship of him with an older guy of whom was a mentor to him. I still remember laughing when he was talking about what makes man a man. And he said, “we have a penis…”. It was something so simple, but profound to me, and he isn’t necessarily lying either. I think too often in our society and culture, we are easily distracted by others and the competition of life. Its not hard to feel inferior or discouraged by other stronger and more physical guys.
But its like Stallone always said, its not about how hard you get hit, its about how quick you get back up and keep trying. The circle of men and masculinity, is a kind of brotherhood, and for the most part, a lot of men are easy to dismiss you and disregard you if you don’t try or you give up easily. Its a reminder to myself, to never stop trying, and I encourage to do the same. I especially think of my son, and my encouragement to him, is to get to know his heavenly father more than the distraction and pitfalls of this life.
I think I have fallen too far off topic, and will end this piece here. I think gaming is becoming dead for the most part. Fortunately I think there is more than enough good here, to keep me busy and entertained with it. But it would be encouraging to see more developers and the gaming culture and circles were more grounded in truth and honesty, instead of villainizing and discouraging heterosexuality.
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