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photo manipulation
I just recently got back into photo manipulation. Turns out I can do a lot of details to artwork and what not. Here is my latest ridiculous and over the top photo. It was originally just me sitting beside a feral hog in missouri. But my obsession with dark and evil things possessed me to take a stab at a twist. Yes over the top and maybe a little overboard, but it was more practice than anything else. Enjoy.
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m’fucka got shot
I am going to make an effort to establish a reasonable amount of posts on a weekly basis. Maybe even categorize posts by the particular content it covers. I have a lot of ideas flowing in my mind, just need to figure out how/when is the best occasion. Not to mention whatever the demographic wants. Not to say I am doing this for anyone other than myself, it is still nice to know that somebody reading what I have to say.
I have a 2 whole books of art, but I have no scanner, so all I have is shitty shots taking with a phone. I would like to add more art to the design of this page.
The content of the site will be less on the philosophical side, and more on the entertainment scale, movies, music and gaming. As much as I like to think aloud the thoughts that I have in my head, I hardly find it possible for the average person to interpret what I am trying to express. If I am wrong about that, let me know, and I’ll write all kinds of random philosophical shit. Ok my update rampage is coming to an end. Until next time, remember to always wash your hands before handling inanimate objects.
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chapter 1. Dark Souls ramble
I beat Dark Souls, last saturday. I defeated the mighty lord gwyn and his bitch ass slut bag gwyneth. The victory was bittersweet. I guess at the end of the game you make a decision to become lord over all the land, or you click the bonfire and start the game over as an undead. I without thinking choose to click the bonfire so now I am playing the game over from beginning to end, and it’s just as much fun as it was the first time through. Plus all of my stats/level, equipment everything remains the same. As if it couldn’t be any more difficult I think they might have heightened the difficulty level, or maybe just boost the stats of the ai.
Gwyn, Lord of Cinder |
Pretty sure Solaire is gay |
It was also brought to my attention that I seemed to have rushed through the game, missing out on a lot of boss battles and potential booty. That is the beauty of this game, it is not linear in the regard that you follow said path and continue on and so forth. The game is completely open, and it gives the player the role to seek out whatever path he may choose.
I feel like such a complete dork for being obsessed with a game, I feel like I am an adolescent again. My dick gets a little hard when I add a couple +;s to a piece of equipment. I cannot wait to get my xbox live back and start to take advantage of the on-line play.
I understand there is a sequel, but as of right now it makes no difference to me. I will probably end up buying a ps3 first anyway, so I can play Demon Souls.
Kings Field |
Something else that I find a bit fascinating is that the same developer From Software where the team behind King’s Field, that 1st person action role playing game for the playstation, I remember it when it was first out and was really impressed. Though at the time, I had the attention span of a spazz on ritalin. My patience was minimal to say the least. Especially if it was a difficult game, that actually required the ability to solve puzzles and defeat challenging enemies.
I guess the whole purpose of writing this, is to endorse the entertainment that video game’s offer us. Lets face it, life sucks, it sucks really bad. And anything that can help distract you from life, is a great addition. I am not talking about taking mind altering substances and drugs/alcohol. I am just giving credit where it is due. And in this case, video games.
Back to Dark Souls, I just beat Dark Sun Gwyndolin, after attempt #20, I was going about it all wrong. She has 3 attacks, one is a barrage of arrows she shoots at you, the easiest of her attacks to deflect, then she has a large blue orb that will literally take down all of your life if hit by it. Fortunately this attack is one of the easiest to dodge, just a simple roll to the right or left will do the trick. The hardest of her attacks is when she shoots a barrage of blue orb like things, these all scatter and if not careful can deal some heavy damage. The best strategy is to roll towards a pillar on the side, and hope for the best. She is rather unpredictable. Though I think if you walk towards her with your shield down, she is more likely to start shooting off arrows.
Gwyn, Lord of Cinder the fucking beef cake casserole, with a flaming sword of bad assness, was by far the most challenging battles I experienced in the game. I was literally pulling my hair out at the amount of deaths he dealt to me. After numerous attempts I decided to find the largest rock formation, something I could hide behind and all the while have the ability to deal damage. It worked beyond well, it made me wonder why I was having such a fuss with that douche bag in the first place.
Weapon of Choice |
Hrm, trying to think of some more memorable moments. I think one thing for sure is how open the game world really is. You can traverse a path, unbeknownst opening up a path that was otherwise blocked. Everything will eventually interconnect in one way or another. The NPC’s are kind of fun to talk to, me personally I like to kill them all. But this next time around playing, I am going to spare their lives. I was surprised that killing them didn’t affect the outcome of the game. One of the biggest pain in the ass moments of this game is when you are in Anor Lando, and you have to traverse up the rooftop and there are 2 silver knights and they are both equipped with Dragonslayer Greatbows, and these are not your typical bow, a hit from them can catapult you off the building. It’s a huge challenging moment in the game. Best strategy I found, is to run towards the silver knight to the right, lock on him and just pray to god you land a blow that sends him off the ledge.
Gwynevere and her um bodacious ta ta’s |
The play mechanics to this game, kind of remind me of the old Playstation game Bushido Blade in the regard that you have to take into account endurance, parrying and not just blindly hacking and slashing. It is a demand for quick thinking and the ability to not just blindly enter battle without a strategy for defeat.
I cannot remember playing a game like this before. I was just beginning to give up on next generation games, but this title has given me a new found hope in video games. I know I sound like a geek, but whatever this game is fun as hell.
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blah blah
Made a couple changes to the page, was a little disappointed with the end result, I found out it is really hard to making a transparent image work on blogger. I really don’t have an over lot to say, I fucked up another job opportunity, but on all honesty I felt it was justified I quit, for the first time in a long time. Absolutely no training, only time the supervisor talks to you, is when you fuck something up. I’ll get a job soon enough, one that will be a lot more accommodating and a overall good place to work. Rent is coming up, and I am dead broke. For the first time in my life, I am not worried about anything.
Anyway I hope to eliminate personal ramblings and start posting more music reviews, even though I am beginning to see a noticeable redundancy.
PEACE
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if a video game doesn’t give you battered wife syndrome… than its just eye candy
this game is boring as fuck, and I cannot figure out why. |
I watch youtube videos of Grand Theft Auto V, I hyperly determine myself to buy an xbox and get this game immediately. It is the most beautiful and amazing thing I have witnessed in the realm of next generation gaming, something like this rarely piques my interest, and the fact it is getting me excited, is kind of a nice distraction to have. So I shell out the cash, spend the $60, spend an additional $150 on a 250gb xbox 360. This is it! the work of my labor has finally offered opportunity to spoil myself, with some some amazing and legendary as GTA V. Let me just say, that after acquiring this game and getting the excitement built up, I felt like a hard erect penis that couldn’t ejaculate. It was like the most disappointing anti-climax. The game was absolute shit. It became boring as fuck.
no stock market bullshit, just hack and slash fun |
I stopped playing it after getting Trevor and doing a couple more missions, and just found myself less and less interested. So I pick up Diablo 3 and that game conquered the system and my time. Hell made me forget all about GTA V. I was having a lot more fun playing D3, and I never really played GTA V again. D3 though did leave me a little in the dark, I would rather be playing it on PC. In this time, my xbox gaming was left at a standstill, my interest was declining.
Fast Forward to May, and what is this free game with gold? Dark Souls? hrm never heard of it. Wasn’t too thrilled but I like the idea of an action rpg, so I give it a go. The game literally crushed me, it made me its bitch. But like the good little whore that I am, I came back again and again, like a bruised and battered prostitute. Yes Dark Souls made me its bitch. The more I play the more competent I become, but then the game just literally wrecks you, but what is so beautiful about this game is that it keeps you lured in. It is absolutely one of the most rewarding and challenging games in this genre that I think I have ever played. The world is vast and beautifully laid out, and its all tied together, you find a key you open up a path that was previously non-enter able. Its difficulty takes me back to the days of 8-bit and 16-bit gaming, where they just mercilessly make you there bitch, and have no remorse. It brought back to me the true spirit of gaming, which I find to be lost in the current generation of games. If this is the future, I am actually kind of excited to see what is next in store.
this is your destiny |
I have played Dark Souls religiously, ever since I got it free on live. I have put something like a 100 hours in, and I can say that a large chunck of the time, was repeated errors and just death after death. But holy shit, it has the ability to grip you in, and you absolutely don’t want to stop, you want to keep trying and trying. You feel more and more confident with each death, with each lesson learned. And then the spoils of your labor make it all worth it.
Highly challenging, highly addictive… this game gives me a huge boner, and for good reason.
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Tagged battered wife syndrome, dark souls, eye candy, funny, gta v, hilarious, playstation, rhetoric, video games, xbox
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comfortably nestled in bed
no man admires fear and cowardice, it’s in our genetic pool no matter what background. Man was made to fight and protect, preserve himself and those he holds closest. We are an animal, held captive by the legalities of society, brainwashed to become domesticated. It’s no wonder life is incredibly difficult for men, and especially identity and purpose. We were never supposed to live this long, domestication contradicts our purpose.
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growing up at 30
the more I acquire, the more I do not necessarily want. In fact I would say acquiring all of these things that I was too much of a low life to get on my own, is making me realize how trivial material things are. And am now realizing my isolation is unsatisfying, and I desire the company of others to achieve happiness.
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persuaded by own cowardice to change
abandoning self from a world which demands company, calling this individuality
push-up’s
I am completely out of touch with what would benefit my libido and wallet in this life, I would rather die with my soul, even if a furnace is my destination. At least I was honest with myself
conspiring….
life of bad decisions
retributive karma taking place
all the gifts recieved
taken advantage
now its time to accept your neglect
be the person of negligence
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the tyranny
disregard conscience, admonish heart… now enter into a world of success. When life is all you have, the hereafter is neglected from thought
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yogurt goat lord
the yogurt goat lord |
after finishing a plate of yogurt, this ghastly sight came into focus. Unsure of its significance, as to what it means and why it is on my plate. But I thought for archival purposes, it was worth posting.
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