Yearly Archives: 2012

rambling about a movie (not a review, or anything coherent)

I just watched an independent film called “the Motel” it is about a Asian american family that own and operate a hourly rate motel in what looks like a poor white town. For me the movie is more about the adage of … Continue reading

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morality is subjective?

I think intellectually, personally, logic and overall perspective of life is highly esteemed in the favor of the atheist. But as far as morals are concerned they must be divinely inspired, otherwise we are only living by whatever idea of … Continue reading

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cited ill repute

people love a pariah. It helps them feel better about all those skeletons they keep hidden away in their closet. sincerely, something on my mind.

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fuck you “christian”

word travels like waters through the everglades. Words spoken through the mouths of the hypocrites, their only motive is to elevate their own egos. Bolster false confidence through the misery found in their fellow human beings. Supporting claims of divinity, … Continue reading

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targeting an audience or self interest?

The fact that this is public material that I post, is no doubt a benefit of accumulating some kind of an audience, whether I want to admit it or not. Yes this is no doubt for my own interest and … Continue reading

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Anima Morte “Viva Morte!”

I know lately all I have been posting is a shit ton of youtube videos, but I have been lacking creativity lately. I promise in the next week or so, I will get some art or more philosophical rambling by … Continue reading

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Hooded Menace – Beauty and The Feast

Another Autopsy-clone. Just bloody amazing! the cover art, the beautifully haunting composition. Just dark and slow the way its supposed to be done. I can tell this christmas season is going to be a death/doom soundtrack. Razorback records has to … Continue reading

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Mausoleum – Horrifying World Of Disembodied Souls

Autopsy inspired death doom. To me this is better than Autopsy because the whole album is a lot more consistent, with the desired tone and atmosphere. Autopsy was always too spontaneous and it lost tone and atmosphere. I know Autopsy … Continue reading

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chakra

“Divine motherFree my mind from all obstacles of delusionAnd lead me safely to thy shores of fulfillmentAwaken within me increasing strength, positivethinking, courage, faithAnd above all fill my heartWith thine unconditional loveWith thine unconditional joy” This is a prayer by … Continue reading

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more quotes

the western mind will always wear the constraints of the pleasure to please those around it. my reputation will determine the value of this quote.

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To conquer life, you must abandon the fear of death

To conquer life, you must abandon the fear of death. Fear is nothing more than a corrupted imagination. The first humans to walk the earth, knew nothing of fear, they just knew survival. We have erased that primitive instinct with … Continue reading

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Cynic Carbon Based Anatomical Mixtures

Artist: Cynic Record: Carbon Based Anatomy Label: Season of Mist Year: 2011 Wiki: ammunition to nitpick this review This album had caught me off guard because to be honest aside from Focus, a lot of their newer material hasn’t impressed me much. … Continue reading

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what is man but a miserable pile of secrets

…great quote from Andre Malraux.

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nonsense

When you have nothing, and you want something, your voice is restrained by the hand that feeds you. There is no courage in apprehension, just the ability to counteract a ill fated destiny. I can make sense to a million … Continue reading

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I am on the fence – scared to come down

The more nihilistic I become, the more I reach into human depravity, I feel a gut wrenching response to goodness. I cannot for the life of me, understand this. If this is weakness, than I will die a weak man. … Continue reading

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guilt

misconceptions make man ignorant… by misconception, I mean your misconceived idea of what is actually true. Get the facts before you draw assumptions. And if you assume, always give the benefit of a doubt in the favor of the benefit … Continue reading

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dream

I had a dream last night about heroin. I was in a house with this asian family (I have no idea why, or who they are) I was standing with this boy, when I was called by this older asian … Continue reading

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sketch

Here is a conceptual sketch of something I’ve been working on. A weird demon with many different limbs in a abstract way. Far from finished but just something I hope to complete soon. All done with ink. I cannot for … Continue reading

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hour of penance – sedition

Artist: Hour of Penance Record: Sedition Label: Prosthetic Year: 2012 Wiki: hablas no espanol  Delivering what seems to be indistinguishable noise with lack of transitional distinction. A forethought of my first time listening to this album. With a hook line sinker … Continue reading

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Holy Moses – Panic

This makes me happy on so many different levels.

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