I do apologize, and am sorry for my actions and hurt that I have caused

My life and my time on this earth has been spent most in front of a screen. That is this PC monitor. I have worked several jobs, restaurants, telemarketing, warehouse, manufacturing, Kellog’s, Michigan turkey, notions marketing… too many more that I cannot remember at this time.

I have spent time at the guiding light mission, I spent time working with the homeless at the Lansing city rescue mission, I have been to the Denton freedom house recovery program.

I have done a great deal of work and living in this world, whether it be in Texas, Massachusetts or even Texas.

I traveled all the way over to Illinois to meet a girl a met online to hang out and see her university, in IL it was the most awkward and disturbing experience, I can’t remember. This same girl I met through speaking to about the cornerstone music festival, and it was my understanding that she was a Christian. When I did get to her dorm, I was exposed to many things I will not get into. Nothing illegal, or illicit… nothing bad or wrong. It was just the experience itself, felt very regretful, because she painted a different perspective of herself than who I had met when face to face.

Sometime later, I had been in discussion with a girl from Massachusetts. This was my girlfriend, Rachel. I met her through a social media site called live journal. Me and her would always get into different kinds of conversations, and it was always fun and playful. Next thing I know, I am on a bus out to MA with all my belongings and am living with her, and her mom and sister. Nothing awkward or weird about this experience, at all?

The initial time there was actually very easy going, they were a good a group of women there. It was her mom, and her sister. And next door was her other relatives. We all did get along fine, and we got into all kinds of different things.

But unfortunately, me and her relationship did turn sour, and now I am battling for the ability to be able to see and have contact with my birth son.

Her father, and her acquaintance Mike, have been taking care of my son.

I have had the benefit of paying child support to Massachusetts and have been robbed on having any kind of relationship with an actual physical bank. I have no ability to spend or use money, outside of the stipend sum, that is given to me by my mom.

I get no rights, no contact with him. And all I get is a barrage of conflicting stories from everyone, that I have come into contact with.

Its either my word, or theirs. Who do you believe is in the wrong?

About Trevor Markiv

wandering the cosomos trying to blast galaxies and find the stars.
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